I really apologize to all of you guys to my entire online friends to all my five blog really sorry for not being active and for not being online. I’m here I mean I’m online today because I visit this blogs and to my 4 other blogs. And also to make a post here for the update today I just to have a post or update at least one post every week or everytime I have a free time. Sometimes I have no work on Sunday and I want to used this day for my online world but sometimes I have a lot of things need to do or sometimes I always going to my mother-in-law instead being active in my online world whole day wtf?

But don’t worry guys I’ll try my best to be active bloggers again like before and also before I forgot I want to apologize to all my entire friends here in online worlds, my entire bloggers friends for not always visited or dropping by your sites please bear me guys, I’m busy on my work. I’m really sorry guys.

So that’s it for this is just an update here today. I’ll be back next Sunday for the next update here and see you guys on Sunday I’ll try to dropped and to leave my mark to your blog site guys I’ll promise that guys just wait me guys lols. Good night everyone and have a nice evening to everyone.

i remember a time when i laughed so hard it hurt.
i remember that time i laughed and it was with her.
i’ve never ever been more myself with anyone else.
an over-neglected blessing is she.

if only she knew how much i talked about her.
i come home and spill out my revitalizing happiness from each day’s moments of ordinary bliss.
i am forcefully compelled to share the joy from being in her friendship’s adorable, waking presence.
i’d proclaim it to a stranger.

she has been through soo many trying times and much worse than anyone can ever really know. and while left in the dust without a family, just trying to make it through, lovers cheat. i hope i carried her just a little further when she needed someone and let me in those years ago. though i haven’t always been in sight, i’ve always been around. i want to hold her and tell her that she’ll never be alone, like she told me in a text those years ago.
i’ve always hoped that she would trust me and know that i have not a selfish desire inside me for her. just an imprint.
i aspire to one day be able to put my arm around her and have her leave it there. there is something magic about a friend’s touch. something so enchantingly true that separates it entirely from that of any other’s, even a lover’s.
it’s infinite and innocent and pure.

i’m not here to steal you away but only to give my affection. believe me that there is nothing i want to take. release your tension and don’t be afraid cause i’m pressing these words down with all the sincerity that i have. sit and take the time this time to breath.

i’m motivated to warm and comfort you with my hugs and gentle care.
i’m motivated to hold your hand and head and whisper “everything will be ok”
i want to poke fun at you and smile in playful innocent bond.
i could hug you for hours.

So hear you me.
and buddy don’t let go.
from friend to friend, i love you
And now you finally know.

I’d like to mean as much to you
each minute of the day
As you have meant, old friend of mine,
to me along the way.

I’d like to do the big things and
the splendid things for you,
To brush the gray from out your skies
and leave them only blue;

I’d like to say the kindly things that
I so oft have heard,
And feel that I could rouse your soul
the way that mine you’ve stirred.

I’d like to give you back the joy
that you have given me,
Yet that were wishing you a need
I hope will never be;

I’d like to make you feel as rich as I,
who travel on
Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to
lean upon.

I’m wishing at this time that I
could but repay
A portion of the gladness that
you’ve strewn along my way;

And could I have one wish this year,
this only would it be:
I’d like to be the sort of friend
that you have been to me.

By the way I want to apologize to all my link exchange here because some of you guys was not listed here and your links here is gone. It’s gone because I forgot to make a back up here so that’s why? But don’t worry guys I try my best to retrieve and to work and putted your site URL for the second time on my list again, I’m still working and updated the “My Online Buddies” page since all the messages of yours and my visitor’s are still saved on my admin area at cbox or shoutbox. So stay tune and always visit here at my site.

I updated my “My Online Buddies” page soon once I have a free time so far my schedule is so busy and hectic so please understand me guys. Being a working mom is so hard. So that’s it for now this is just a short update here. Bye everyone and good evening to all and Merry Christmas in advance to everyone.

he loves someone else
i feel all of the pain
i knew if i told him
we would never be the same

i get mixed signals
i get so confused
i knew if i asked him
he would definitely refuse

i wonder if i hadn’t told him
none of this would be
all i want from him
is to open his eyes and see

he will never leave her
he loves her
i’m burning inside
i always suffer

i hope he knows
how i feel
my love for him
is so damn real